My bad..

This part of my life is called "humiliation"

Past couple of weeks haven't gone well both personally and professionally. And yesterday was no exception. Slogged at the office and generally felt like shouting and freaking out at home to get the stress out of me. And did just that. But I failed to realize that I could be disturbing others by such an act. A person called me from the terrace of his house diagonally opposite to our house. When I reached outside to the balcony with Atul, he scolded me black and blue for behaving in such a rowdy manner in the colony and that I was disturbing everyone else. Now I wasn't sure about everybody but one thing was clear that the person was definitely so disturbed with the ho-halla at my house that he had to finally scold me so bad to bring me back to senses. And poor Atul had to go through all this bashing for no fault of his. I felt very bad. Felt bad for that person whom I had disturbed. Felt bad for Atul who did not deserve any of this treatment. And felt irritated and angry with myself for behaving in such an immature way. I apologized to the man and promised that such a thing wont happen in future and I also apologized to Atul.

Went to my room and thought a lot about the past events that have taken place. Things are not smooth in my project and there is a lot of pressure, had a small tension in the office a few days ago, my best friend is not talking to me and now yesterday had to be such a day. But you know whats the best part of going through a tough time, there is very little to feel more bad but there is a certain hope that things will only get better with time.

The lesson was learnt and I am a better person today than I was yesterday.